Change of interest

When your inner Self becomes a more prominent experience in your life, you will notice that your interest for issues you used to believe to be important, interesting or nice, will decrease. You will increasingly see them in the light of the limited perspective for which your personality used them. When you are standing at the beginning of this process, this may seem an unattractive perspective, since at that moment in time you are still interested in these issues, and when you notice the first signs of losing interest in them, it may seem that you are about to lose things, your life is about to get boring, you would have to make all kinds of changes, etc.

You can compare this with when you were still in school and had developed a huge interest in cars, dolls, playing with your friends in the backyard etc. What grownups were doing with their time seemed very boring, and you probably could not even imagine what it would be like to be a grown-up, it is likely to not even have caught your attention because what you did at that time filled your span of interest and suited your needs at that moment.

However, as in every development phase, this too is now behind you. At a certain moment it simply disappeared, you went out to do other things, your attention was drawn to other things.

A difference with this situation is, that as long as your personality is looking for other things to use your mental capacity for, he actually usurps the mental space you were making available for your inner Self. You know by now that your inner Self only fills space you make available for it, however, will not enforce himself into space you do not offer him. So it takes quite some courage to let go without looking for new things and ten wait what happens.