Too much to even begin with

Another great saying of your personality when you become more aware of the difference between your personality and your inner Self, and when you notice the complex and intensive way your personality attempts to manifest himself as 'you' and created the whole idea of a worldview of his own: this is too much to even begin with, you will never be able to work all the way through this - if it were true in the first place that there is something else than him. You might even be tempted to believe this, however, take a closer look at the reasoning your personality attempts to make true here: when you create a mess that is big enough, you better not look for a true solution, but rather continue to uphold this mess.

Yes, it is likely to take a while. And yes, this will be a process of progress and seemingly setbacks. Nevertheless, you can be sure that you are on the road to a true change, rather than the one of your personality which attempts to suggest changes which do not deal with the cause itself, and try to oppose what is a natural personal development. When you are at the beginning of a professional education and look at all the things you will have to master, you do not stop and lose commitment, you simply start. Because you know that step by step you will get more insight, and because the goal is appealing to you, and one you will benefit from the rest of your life.

In this case, the 'goal' is your inner Self. And when you have a memory of an early experience with this aspect in yourself, or are about to get new experiences now, this will be so very attractive to you that this automatically becomes the goal for which you are prepared to take the necessary steps to get there. And from this too you are about to benefit for the rest of your life! On top of that, there are plenty of situations to practice it each day ;-)