Vulnerability

Your personality experiences himself as vulnerable. He knows there are many things with regard to safety and wellbeing of yourself and your possessions which he cannot control, but he will attempt to hide this as much as possible. Vulnerability is also present in contacts with others: work, love, friendship. And of course in all kinds of everyday life experiences.

Vulnerability is an interpretation of your personality and it follows logically from his own essence of separation. Arranging or receiving help, guards, the idea that 'you will teach them', change of circumstances, do something etc. do not change this experience in itself, these are all about dealing with the practical results of it.

Vulnerability is about having to face: 'I can't'. And through that, you actually confirm failure of the total personality concept, which stated that you should be able to create a pleasant world when working on making the idea of specialness and separation work. So it directly hits the essence of your personality, which makes it more clear why you often have out of line reactions on situations where this is at hand. Since this was what your personality wanted to avoid at all times, that you would realize this.

Experiencing any situation through your inner Self is accompanied by the sure Knowing that it is good the way it is, whether your personality interprets the situation as pleasant, vulnerable, failure or otherwise or not. Your inner Self is accompanied by the liberating experience that you do not háve to be able to do it, and that your life still continues from there, even more pleasant than before. Besides, you can use ány situation in your life for the process of increasing awareness, rather than using it for 'solving something' alone.

And do you want to know how your personality does this? Then be consciously aware of your thoughts when you are home alone and the bell rings after dark. Remind yourself of all 'advantages' your personality sees in your present living arrangements (or would look for in a new one). Walk alone past a group of youngsters and consciously notice your thoughts. Imagine your partner or help are no longer there for you. Be present in your feelings when your car breaks down or when there are setbacks when travelling. Etc. It is very likely that you will notice that your thoughts concentrate on how to deal with or avoid having to face that you cannot do it.